Daddy's Little Girl - Fourth Edition

I've managed to shift my evening routine and bedtime to a decent time. And gotten up within decent time of waking up. Even got the least nice thing on my list today done first thing after breakfast! (Now it's 5pm and I just have walking and cleaning left on my list, and those are ok.) And I've eaten decently, and I actually believe I'll get myself moving and and and.

And I think you all know how self-satisfied that all can make a little girl!
 
AND customs fee on top of that. Not worth it. Especially since I already have a Paddington Bear.
The customs fees should only really be taxes of the item. I don't think they'd bother on 10$(UK or USD) item. And the event of a customs broker charging you. Pay CBP directly to avoid it
 
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Sometimes I just need your lap and your arms.
 
Just out of curiosity,
When did you realize that the DDlg lifestyle was your ideal space?

Share as much as you feel comfortable💜🎶💜
Walks in quietly and gives everyone soft shy smile. Hello Daddies and little ones!! Since I am in this thread for the very first time I guess I should say few things about myself.

I liked the DD/lg thing since I don't know when. Pretty much every erotic story I read or like the best has the Daddy/little girl in it, but I've never pay much attention to it, as I didn't know anybody like that Irl. This year I started seeing someone. A rigger, sadist, Daddy Dom and thats when things changed for me. I met him for spanks and to get bound for the very first time and yes I did get all that. The thing is, I get also sooo much more! I wasn't looking for it.. As some of you here know I do have a bf with whom I live for 16 years now. We don't fight or anything, but we don't cuddle or have sex either. Or do anything intimate for that matter. For a long long time I was blaming myself and asking myself what did I do wrong that my bf stopped treating me as his gf and treats me just as his room mate now. Theres no touches, kisses, huggs - nothing like that, but we do get along alright and my kids like him and so do I, but without his hugs, kisses, touches, any kind of affection or care I was simply slowly dying inside. I've tried talk to him about the way it makes me feel for years, but he wouldn't listen. I tried talk to him, I tried emails, I tried YouTube videos about relationships to show him we need to talk about things and fix it, but you can't make someone listen if they don't wanna hear what you are trying to tell them. Everytime I bring up conversation about "us" or about me missing his hugs, kisses or being intimate with him - suddenly I've BECOME the problem and had to listen to his What else do you want from me? I provide for the family and you just complain. And yes he does provide for the family, but so do I. I don't need his money. I need his love and for some reason he refuse to give me any of it. Maybe for him is love earn the money for the family, Idk. But for me, I needed his touch, I needed his arms around me, I needed to know if I lay down next to him that he won't chase me away and thats exactely what he kept doing for years now. I will never understand why as he claims to love me, but when I touch him I can feel how uncomfortable he is. He refuse to touch or kiss, I give up on sex with him years ago, but every now and then when I felt too lonely I went to his bathroom and tried again. I can't help myself as I find it really REALLY hard to give up on someone, but he did it. He did chase me away for good. The last time I was in the room with my bf was when I felt lonely and told myself I am gonna give it one more try. I went to his room and lay down next to him. Naked. He placed his hand on my back, but when he felt I was naked he removed his hand immediately. I told him "Can you please put your hand back, it was really nice and I liked it". He did put his hand back on my back, but he put a blanket between him and my naked body and that was the last drop for me. I've cried, left his room feeling like someone just slapped the hell out of me and I didn't come back asking for anything intimate ever after.

After long time of hard thinking I have decided I won't break the family, but gonna find me at least online Dominant. My bf used to be my Dominant as well. First he give up on that part of our relationship. Then he give up on the sex part and then he denied me even his touches. So yes I found me online dominant. I needed something. Someone. I needed someone who would understand me. And I found a great man for that. I found me online Master who become someone who is very dear to me and whos opinion and advice I value very much. We spoke a lot and I think theres no one else who knows me as well as he does. While he respected my decision not wanting to leave my bf, he did encourage me to live and enjoy my life and with or without my bf. As he gently reminded me I am getting older, not younger. I had desires, dreams, wishes and my Master encouraged me to go chase them and live them. If it wasn't for my online Master I would never get real spanking or experienced how much I LOVE bondage and being helplessly tied up in ropes. Master encouraged me to meet a Dom Irl, so we found one and we aranged our first meet. I told my bf while I DO respect his desire for no touch, sex or kisses - I still have my needs and that I am gonna start going to BDSM club to get at least my needs as a submissive met. My bf agreed, just told me to be careful, cuz theres lots of weirdos out there. And while he denied me things I needed from HIM, he still did care I was alright. And thats when I started seeing my DD. I didn't call him DD back then, it took us 8 months to get there, but first time I met him was 8 months ago. We met and something happened. Something I have not planed nor expected. We went to that BDSM club in near by town together, I get my spankings and bondage and all that. When he was done with me he did something I didn't expect. He pulled me gently into his arms and gave me the most heartfelt warm hug I've ever get. He held me like that for a long long time. I was shy, shaking and felt so vulnerable and he took it all away. I was speachless. I didn't know a sadist would do that. I didn't know a stranger can make me feel so safe and cared for. I had no clue he could be THAT gentle and caring with me. It was somthing I've never experienced before, but I felt such incredible need to let him hold me just like that. Forever if possible. And guess he felt that, cuz he told me "you miss this so much, don't you". I've just sobbed quiet yes. A guy I've met to give me lots of pain, cuz he was a sadist. WellTHAT guy was holding me now, so gently as if he was trying to take away all my pain. I felt his need to comfort me and he felt my need to be cared for, protected and understood. His hugs felt like balm on my wounds, but not the wounds he left on my body, but those I have on my soul. I didn't tell him about them, but he found them the very first time we met and he shovered me with his love and gentleness. He wrapped me in his arms and gave me that "I got you little one, you are safe now" kind of hug and I knew I found my home. I felt such connection with him. Felt so close to him and guess he felt the same about me, because we are still togther and I do call him Daddy now. I felt that way about him since the very first time we met. I felt his caring, nurturing and protecting side and omg I needed that so bad back then. I still do. I was very aware I still have a bf at home, but the night me and my DD met, he didn't touch just my naked body. He touched my soul. His arms around me felt like warm blanket made of love and care and he wrapped me up in it gently. I've never felt so naked infront of anybody as when I was with him. And I don't mean my naked body. He unwrapped me like petals of a rare flower and he still treats me like that. I feel so loved and cared for when I am with him. We never said we love each other except for sending each other lots of ❤️ emojis, but we don't have to say it out loud. I feel it from every touch he gives me, from every kiss he plants on my lips, on my cheeks, on my forehead or anywhere he desires. He is so content when I am in his arms, always holding me like he's protecting me from the whole world and guess I needed that, because I am the happiest when I am with him. I am completely diferent persong when I am around him. I am simply happy then. Loved, cared for, accepted and understood. It's beautiful when you can be with someone who makes you feel all that and you make them feel the same.

I cry as I write this, because I have no idea where all this leaves my bf whom I still love as well. I wasn't looking for this, but it was definitely something I needed very much. So, while I live with my bf, I now run to my Daddy everytime I have the chance to spend some time with him. I need him can't help myself and he needs me. I have no idea where it leaves me and my bf and I can't really think about it as it breaks my heart, but here we are...

It's both beautiful and sad at the same time. Sad, because I in no way want to hurt my bf, I just can't. And beautiful, because I am finaly getting the kind of love and care I've always dreamt of. And thats my story. Thats how I met my Daddy Dom. I apologize it's that long.

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Walks in quietly and gives everyone soft shy smile. Hello Daddies and little ones!! Since I am in this thread for the very first time I guess I should say few things about myself.

I liked the DD/lg thing since I don't know when. Pretty much every erotic story I read or like the best has the Daddy/little girl in it, but I've never pay much attention to it, as I didn't know anybody like that Irl. This year I started seeing someone. A rigger, sadist, Daddy Dom and thats when things changed for me. I met him for spanks and to get bound for the very first time and yes I did get all that. The thing is, I get also sooo much more! I wasn't looking for it.. As some of you here know I do have a bf with whom I live for 16 years now. We don't fight or anything, but we don't cuddle or have sex either. Or do anything intimate for that matter. For a long long time I was blaming myself and asking myself what did I do wrong that my bf stopped treating me as his gf and treats me just as his room mate now. Theres no touches, kisses, huggs - nothing like that, but we do get along alright and my kids like him and so do I, but without his hugs, kisses, touches, any kind of affection or care I was simply slowly dying inside. I've tried talk to him about the way it makes me feel for years, but he wouldn't listen. I tried talk to him, I tried emails, I tried YouTube videos about relationships to show him we need to talk about things and fix it, but you can't make someone listen if they don't wanna hear what you are trying to tell them. Everytime I bring up conversation about "us" or about me missing his hugs, kisses or being intimate with him - suddenly I've BECOME the problem and had to listen to his What else do you want from me? I provide for the family and you just complain. And yes he does provide for the family, but so do I. I don't need his money. I need his love and for some reason he refuse to give me any of it. Maybe for him is love earn the money for the family, Idk. But for me, I needed his touch, I needed his arms around me, I needed to know if I lay down next to him that he won't chase me away and thats exactely what he kept doing for years now. I will never understand why as he claims to love me, but when I touch him I can feel how uncomfortable he is. He refuse to touch or kiss, I give up on sex with him years ago, but every now and then when I felt too lonely I went to his bathroom and tried again. I can't help myself as I find it really REALLY hard to give up on someone, but he did it. He did chase me away for good. The last time I was in the room with my bf was when I felt lonely and told myself I am gonna give it one more try. I went to his room and lay down next to him. Naked. He placed his hand on my back, but when he felt I was naked he removed his hand immediately. I told him "Can you please put your hand back, it was really nice and I liked it". He did put his hand back on my back, but he put a blanket between him and my naked body and that was the last drop for me. I've cried, left his room feeling like someone just slapped the hell out of me and I didn't come back asking for anything intimate ever after.

After long time of hard thinking I have decided I won't break the family, but gonna find me at least online Dominant. My bf used to be my Dominant as well. First he give up on that part of our relationship. Then he give up on the sex part and then he denied me even his touches. So yes I found me online dominant. I needed something. Someone. I needed someone who would understand me. And I found a great man for that. I found me online Master who become someone who is very dear to me and whos opinion and advice I value very much. We spoke a lot and I think theres no one else who knows me as well as he does. While he respected my decision not wanting to leave my bf, he did encourage me to live and enjoy my life and with or without my bf. As he gently reminded me I am getting older, not younger. I had desires, dreams, wishes and my Master encouraged me to go chase them and live them. If it wasn't for my online Master I would never get real spanking or experienced how much I LOVE bondage and being helplessly tied up in ropes. Master encouraged me to meet a Dom Irl, so we found one and we aranged our first meet. I told my bf while I DO respect his desire for no touch, sex or kisses - I still have my needs and that I am gonna start going to BDSM club to get at least my needs as a submissive met. My bf agreed, just told me to be careful, cuz theres lots of weirdos out there. And while he denied me things I needed from HIM, he still did care I was alright. And thats when I started seeing my DD. I didn't call him DD back then, it took us 8 months to get there, but first time I met him was 8 months ago. We met and something happened. Something I have not planed nor expected. We went to that BDSM club in near by town together, I get my spankings and bondage and all that. When he was done with me he did something I didn't expect. He pulled me gently into his arms and gave me the most heartfelt warm hug I've ever get. He held me like that for a long long time. I was shy, shaking and felt so vulnerable and he took it all away. I was speachless. I didn't know a sadist would do that. I didn't know a stranger can make me feel so safe and cared for. I had no clue he could be THAT gentle and caring with me. It was somthing I've never experienced before, but I felt such incredible need to let him hold me just like that. Forever if possible. And guess he felt that, cuz he told me "you miss this so much, don't you". I've just sobbed quiet yes. A guy I've met to give me lots of pain, cuz he was a sadist. WellTHAT guy was holding me now, so gently as if he was trying to take away all my pain. I felt his need to comfort me and he felt my need to be cared for, protected and understood. His hugs felt like balm on my wounds, but not the wounds he left on my body, but those I have on my soul. I didn't tell him about them, but he found them the very first time we met and he shovered me with his love and gentleness. He wrapped me in his arms and gave me that "I got you little one, you are safe now" kind of hug and I knew I found my home. I felt such connection with him. Felt so close to him and guess he felt the same about me, because we are still togther and I do call him Daddy now. I felt that way about him since the very first time we met. I felt his caring, nurturing and protecting side and omg I needed that so bad back then. I still do. I was very aware I still have a bf at home, but the night me and my DD met, he didn't touch just my naked body. He touched my soul. His arms around me felt like warm blanket made of love and care and he wrapped me up in it gently. I've never felt so naked infront of anybody as when I was with him. And I don't mean my naked body. He unwrapped me like petals of a rare flower and he still treats me like that. I feel so loved and cared for when I am with him. We never said we love each other except for sending each other lots of ❤️ emojis, but we don't have to say it out loud. I feel it from every touch he gives me, from every kiss he plants on my lips, on my cheeks, on my forehead or anywhere he desires. He is so content when I am in his arms, always holding me like he's protecting me from the whole world and guess I needed that, because I am the happiest when I am with him. I am completely diferent persong when I am around him. I am simply happy then. Loved, cared for, accepted and understood. It's beautiful when you can be with someone who makes you feel all that and you make them feel the same.

I cry as I write this, because I have no idea where all this leaves my bf whom I still love as well. I wasn't looking for this, but it was definitely something I needed very much. So, while I live with my bf, I now run to my Daddy everytime I have the chance to spend some time with him. I need him can't help myself and he needs me. I have no idea where it leaves me and my bf and I can't really think about it as it breaks my heart, but here we are...

It's both beautiful and sad at the same time. Sad, because I in no way want to hurt my bf, I just can't. And beautiful, because I am finaly getting the kind of love and care I've always dreamt of. And thats my story. Thats how I met my Daddy Dom. I apologize it's that long.

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Beautifully and thoroughly written! I am very glad you are taking care of yourself and taking steps to make sure your needs are met 👍🤗
 
I went for a little walk - we still had 25°C here today - and just look what I managed to collect despite the warmth! Despite the warmth there were plenty of yellow birch leaves, enough to be waddled in, and some other leaves as well. I just love the autumn colours 😍

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